Sunday, April 18, 2021

Never Say Never

I wasn't afraid of love until I experienced it .
The pain and joy
gets overwhelming
the idea of something beautiful
later hurting me
I can't handle that


Intense emotions
total vulnerability
To be honest
I don't trust me
I make mistakes
that's too much responsibility

I can't catch you when you fall
because I don't feel confident enough
I've never had someone care for me deservingly 


Sharing the depths of who I am
with this other soul
Transparency can be the enemy
and so many have slept on me.

I'll stick to playing it safe
Netflix and chill by lonesome
random texts and shallow responses
hiding behind a wall of thorns 
hurt people , hurt  people 
those thorns will cut your ass

I let light in
I let the good in 
but never love
its most lethal in those small doses

If you coming for me, it better be explosive!
I'm talking earth shattering
Its gonna take the moving of the plates to stop me in my tracks
and like a thief in the night he did all that

ain't that some shit ......

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